8/11/11

I haven't updated my blog in a very long time, but I have decided to start it up as much as possible again.

Everything is going so well right now, I am in a happy and healthy realtionship
I am loosing weight and becoming a MUCH happier person, all in al......
Life is going super duper awesome right now.

I now work at Fredricks of Hollywood, which I am enjoying SO much.



What else....I have a new song obession...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pq-yP7mb8UE&ob=av3e

amazing song <3


I am trying to get back into dancing and singing again....once schol starts I will be taking a voice and a dance class, which will be so much fun and I am so excited.

At the end of august, I will be auditioning for the Voice :]

Which I am SO excited for.


That is about it....

Right now.

Right now I am happy.
I am getting ready to embark on a new journey of community college and apartment living.
I have an amazing boyfriend, who gets me more than anyone.



excuse his rediculous sunglasses -.-
anywho, I am just a little bit dissapointed about this school. i wanted to go to this place SO bad. it was the school of my dreams....and then i found out that they lied about me being able to major in what i wanted to major in here, i felt like i have wasted a year here...
yes, i've gained maturity otu of this,
but this school is so expensive, and I did not do anything that made me happy this year.
The one thing that kept me going here was choir, and that got cancelled.

Hopefuly this next year will be great.

goodnight.

3.2.2011

In the past two weeks, I have developed a new found confidance for myself.
something i haven't had in a long time.
i've been eating better, working out, and trying to stay more positive.
I've been being honest to people, and by doing that I made friends.
I know what i am going to do next year.
I guess....all in all I am finally content with myself.

I'm becoming someone who is more positive, and motivated.
I want to do well, I want to succeed.
The sad thing is, it took someone special to me to tell me that.

I've messed up in the past, but from this day forward I am prepared to be the best person I can be.
:]
Time for class!

Byeeeee

this is haloween this is haloween....

HAPPY HALOWEEEN :]
or as my little brother says, "merry haloween......"
haha.


so jayson and i dressed up as Bella and Edward from Twlight (yuck)...but hey..i got to splash my boyfriend in glitter....what more can a girl ask for :] <3



how cute :]


I miss home alot, there have been times where i wish i could just drive home and see my family. its different being away.
not living at home anymore, i've started to realize how good i had it when i lived at home.
for about 2 years before i moved out, i never wanted to be at home...i was miserable, and just wanted to be out of the hosue..under no control whatsoever....
now i wihs i had my mom and dad around the corner so i could come get a hug, or ask them for help..instead of having to find stupid reception up on campus...just to call my mom to say hi and i miss her..

:/

well i miss you mom and dad <3

especially this :]



looove you dADDY :]


byee:]

what day is it? seven

i've been trying really hard to keep up on these things..
but everything is so busy busy busy right now..
i've been forgetting (i'm sorry dad!!!)


here is an update on everything :]

School is going great..my roomate and i are getting along much better....and by that i guess i mean that we don't want to shoot eachother...its more of a strangle feeling.
i'm sure it will get better soon.

Jayson and I are great. Saturday marks a month we've been togehter. :]
wewt.


uhmmmm. i don't know what else to update on..
i havent dranken a redbull in about 2 weeks now.
i'm very proud of myslef.

yellow gatorade is my new thing :]

<3
thats is for noww

Much Love,
:}

here you go daddy!

so i wrote this whole blog.
and it got deleted cause internet problems.

seriously?
thats obnoxious
sorry daddy.


im really don't wanna redo it

but i love you <3

today.

A lot of things are going right for me right now. I’m getting along with my family, I have an great relationship, classes are going well, I love the college I’m at, and I am finally comfortable with myself and the way that I look and feel.
It’s funny…all throughout elementary school, middle school, and high school…I was the outcast. I didn’t have that many friends, and I was not good at making new ones. When I got into American Jewish University, I was excited but scared. I knew I was going have to make new friends. I was so scared…But I never thought that it would be this easy. The first day I got here, I made so many friends…more friends than I’ve had at one time in my whole life. It makes me so happy (:

Well it happened everyone. I got my first ticket today ]: I was super scared, but I think I was more scared as to how my parents would react…
So I called my mother BAWLING my eyes out, and she was like okay, we’ll take care of it….then I was like…Dad’s going to be mad D:
She just called me back and told me I have nothing to worry about, my dad isn’t mad.
At least it wasn’t a speeding ticket right?

Well here is my new favorite song :]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lLvtydTM78&feature=related

really bad at remembering this....

I know, I know...I haven't blogged in a while.

BUT I promised my lovely father that I would blog for him...
now, it may not be every day...but every couple days I think is a good deal (:

Last week, I made a surprise visit to my family!
I came home for the night...and my daddy looked SO CONFUSED!

but all in all, it was great seeing the family!
:]


i think thats it for tonight
LIlah TOV!

HELLOOOO :D

I keep forgetting to update my blog D:

However, my daddy likes to read these....so I am trying to remember to do this

JUST FOR YOU DADDY :D


School is going really well, classes are awesome...the food is awesome..oh and so are the people!

Ok.
I saw inception last night.
i don't know how to explain
how CONFUSED i was.

anywhoooo.

today in my writing class, the teacher had us go around and say our names and a couple of things about us.

so I said.

My name is Rebecca, I like glitter, butterflies, and Jack Skellington.

i wish you saw her face..
it kinda looked liek this.





pretty epic, eh?

She likes butterflies and LOVES nightmare before christmas.
automatic A in the class!
ahhaa. just kidding.

but seriosuly :]

okies. thats it for now! i have to go socialize and make some more friends!

WOW. i forgot to post for a week

That makes sence...cause I'm now a college girl!

Anywhooooo XD

Last week was orientation, and we learned about the school blah blah blah

then we went on a week retreat to Brandies Bardin Campus (camp alonim) and bonded

yup.

adventres there were too epic to talk about :D

Now, this week classes have started. and so far, I acutally don't mind my classes :]

But I am going home today to visit my lovely family for the holidays!


so excite to see everyone, i miss them so much!

Time to do some reading!


SHANAH TOVAH!!

<3

got my classes!

yay

I am taking:
Intro to self: through the looking glass (writing class)
Writing TUtuorial
Writing Lab
Israeli Literature
and a class called
YIddish Keyet....its about eastern europe!

:]


won't be blogging until monday night!

we are going on a retreat!!!

BYe bye for now!

reality sets in.

Now that I am all moved in, I finally feel like a free person.
However, reality is setting in that I don't have my mother here to cook me food, or to do the laundry.

it is all up to me!


Just like any freshman, I am trying to find out, where I belong and who I should be hanging around. It is so nerv-racking knowing that I don't have my best friend here to be with.

To my lovely family:


:{


I miss you so much D:

But soon I shall be home!

no more days i'm at college!

TOday was my first day at college,
and it was

SUPER AWESOME :D

below are pictures :]






Waking up at 6 AM to work out with Lauren (my roommate)
then more orentation AL DAY :]


super.

day 32. apology

The past couple days I haven’t been in the mood to write a blog.
Tonight is no difference.
Sorry.

day 31

good day :]



ish.


no car for college.


but i went shopping.

the end.


p.s

sorry i haven't been posting anything good.
i've been too busy to think about anything.

Love,
Me :D

Day 30. Switching Things Up.

HAI!
So this is Becca's best friend Halle :)
and i'm really kool and hacked her blogg!
be jealous d00d!

sooooo i'm quite sad because this lovely lady that i have known for 6 almost 7 years is leaving me in 4 days...
like... whhaattt.
she has always been 5 minutes away from me...
><

so all i know is that LA is gunna become my second home, and that's better than nothing :)

But i just wanna say how much i love you becca.
you're amazing.
i have learned so much from you.
you have always been there for me.
your love is everlasting.
your my best friend.
thank you.

i shall be thinking of you everyday
:)




I LOVE YOU!!

you're the best :)
<3

DAy 29. Regret

“Don’t regret anything because at one time it made you happy.”

You see…I usually fallow that…

But tonight is full of it.

See there was this guy in high school…
I liked him a lot…but I didn’t have the guts to tell him.
But tonight, for some reason…we talked, and he said he liked me.
And I was like

FAIL!
D:


It was like a big face palm..

Hah.

Disneyland tomorrow! Super excitedddd :]



And then its packing time


It’s weird that I’m leaving San Diego in 5 days…
It doesn’t feel like it at all >.<

D:
Well goodnight!
Have to get ready to see mickey and Minnie tomorrow
:D
<3

Day 28. Nothing

No blog tonight.

Nothing good to talk about

butttt


Here is a LOLCat :]

Day 27

To create the life of your dreams, the time has come for you to love You. Focus on Your joy. Do all the things that make You feel good. Love You, inside and out. Everything will change in your life, when you change the inside of you. Allow the Universe to give you every good thing you deserve.
^
^
^
i saw this on some girl's facebook as her status...and i thought that was so beautiful.

i belive that before you can love anyone, you have to loev yourself.


When given an assignment from school 3/4 weeks before school acutally starts...
i have one piece of advice.

DO NOT PROCRASTINATE.

out of 19 chapters, i read about 5 untill today.

and boy.

that was annoying.


6 days before i move, and i'm so excited.

<3

Me

day 26: Almost time

A week fom tomorrow I will be moving in to AJU.
And BOY am I happy.

The end.