Right now I am being faced with what will be probably one of the hardest decisions of my life.
Between my boyfriend and my family.
I could sit here and try to put together the pro's and con's of the situation, but I don't really think that will be too productive.
My boyfriend and I have been through 9 months of emotional and trust issues. However, he is the first man I've been with that knows me better than I know myself. He helps me through the turmoil and the problems I face. However, my family does not like him, they refuse to meet him or see him mainly because of his anger management/emotional issues. They believe him to be a danger to me and my family. WHICH I understand why they feel that way.
But doens't it matter how I feel?
I dont want to pick between the two people that I love.
Im so stressed it is making me sick.
My options are.
1) leave the man I love, and loose my second family, be alone
2) loose my family, not just my family, but the support of my family, and be on my own finanacially and emotionally
I dont know what to do.
Im so stressed it is making me sick.
