Sunday, March 27, 2011

Right now.

Right now I am happy.
I am getting ready to embark on a new journey of community college and apartment living.
I have an amazing boyfriend, who gets me more than anyone.



excuse his rediculous sunglasses -.-
anywho, I am just a little bit dissapointed about this school. i wanted to go to this place SO bad. it was the school of my dreams....and then i found out that they lied about me being able to major in what i wanted to major in here, i felt like i have wasted a year here...
yes, i've gained maturity otu of this,
but this school is so expensive, and I did not do anything that made me happy this year.
The one thing that kept me going here was choir, and that got cancelled.

Hopefuly this next year will be great.

goodnight.

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

3.2.2011

In the past two weeks, I have developed a new found confidance for myself.
something i haven't had in a long time.
i've been eating better, working out, and trying to stay more positive.
I've been being honest to people, and by doing that I made friends.
I know what i am going to do next year.
I guess....all in all I am finally content with myself.

I'm becoming someone who is more positive, and motivated.
I want to do well, I want to succeed.
The sad thing is, it took someone special to me to tell me that.

I've messed up in the past, but from this day forward I am prepared to be the best person I can be.
:]
Time for class!

Byeeeee